I am doing a three part series on Earth Angel Detoxing!
Mini Crystal Guides will be included in each post for issues regarding detoxification for Earth Angels. I hope you enjoy it!
Last week was a doozy! I went through the entire emotional gamut. My spirit has been doing alot of healing lately, which was kind of spurred due to a friend’s appearance in my life. This person had me looking at myself long and hard and remembering that I deserve so much more in life than what I have accepted. My friend sort of highlights the issues I am afraid of dealing with and shaking me to do something about it, without saying a word. You know who you are….so thank you.
The things I have had to explore are based on many of my lifestyle choices. The first issue I have tackled is my fitness. It actually feels good to be around someone who has high aspirations for fitness and not someone that is always celebrating my thickness..ie…my unhealthy eating and exercising habits. When I lost weight before it actually became tragic. My husband walked out on me, my friends and family told me they liked me better before. It was difficult dealing with a reverse type of criticism. I realize now that people are often afraid of change. My daughter missed my soft belly, but shoot, I didn’t! And the others were probably insecure with my accomplishments because it highlighted their own shortcomings. After I lost my husband, my job and my car was totaled in an accident, I gained those sixty pounds back.
Being An Earth Angel: Innocence Reclaimed
My friend was actually the one to help me lose weight in the first place. But now that he is sorta around again, it reminded me that I can achieve my goals, if I put my back into it! The next issue I began to tackle was my relationship choices and behavior. I LOVE male attention, but also get very overwhelmed by it and very shy. All of a sudden I became pursued by at least five different male suitors. Of course, all they seemed to want is sex, sex and more sex! I am a very sexual woman, and can be quite flirtatious naturally, but those that really know me know that at my core lies a uniquely spiritual and unusually innocent, child-like woman. This is part of being an Earth Angel. No matter how old we become, there is a naivete, a sense of wonder at life, and a gaiety that most adults have long disposed. I guess that is why our imagination is so fertile, after all, imagination lives in children, doesn’t it? It is also why we possess great spiritual abilities, and can tap more easily into the realm of Heaven.
Consider the word of Christ,”And they were bringing children to him that he might touch them, and the disciples rebuked them. But when Jesus saw it, he was indignant and said to them, “Let the children come to me; do not hinder them, for to such belongs the kingdom of God. Truly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God like a child shall not enter it.” And he took them in his arms and blessed them, laying his hands on them.
(Mark 10:13-16 ESV)
I believe that this innocence that remains in my heart is a gift form the Goddess Holy Spirit and is the mark that sets me apart as a holder of the Key to the Kingdom of Heaven. That key is LOVE! Many of us on earth have come…and we are here to teach through all of our sorrows, the perfect Love that is found not just in Christ, but in ALL of Heaven, as Mother and Father, the KINGDOM of GOD is YOU!
Okay….so I start my gym membership payday, had to give all my money up this time to fixing my Rodeo. I also have changed my eating habits. Because I started my Earth Angel Detox from within, I no longer have the desire to overeat, or bury my emotions or longing for love within food. I eat half of what I normally eat, and in fact sometimes forget to eat! I have chosen a healthy food lifestyle strategy with the South Beach diet and am really content to follow it. I am really looking forward to the new me, though I think she is already here!
Please CHECK OUT my next post: Relationships and Healthy Boundaries for Earth Angels!
Embrace the new you!